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[20 Oct 2008|02:38am] |
i am....
making lots of money.
meeting lots of people.
making plans to travel.
starting a new beginning.
ripping my own heart out.
someone save me lest i recess.
(make a difference.)
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[24 Jun 2008|09:54pm] |
moved to bradenton.
bored as shit.
miss my friends.
ive met a couple people via myspace and will be chilling with them soon.
cant wait to find a job, my life feels hella pointless without one.
i know this will only suck until then.
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[11 Mar 2008|09:27pm] |
while since an update.
moving in april 19th with sandyv!
big changes on the rise.
everything feels perfect right now.
life is so damn good right now.
and itll only get better.
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[17 Feb 2008|01:34am] |
this weekend was a change of pace.
friday heartache, no drinking, plenty of sleep, lots of daylight, old friends.
oh, and the state fair.
SOOOO SICK!
thanks joy<333xoxoxoxbleh!
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[11 Feb 2008|11:56pm] |
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this valentines day, seems like a nightmare within a dream come true.
i set myself up everytime.
be strong wes, for you have the power of change (every fucking time).
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[07 Feb 2008|09:01pm] |
retarded bored with life.
unless im in largo.
i wish i could be there all the time.
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[28 Jan 2008|04:07pm] |
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ok, an update.
met new people.
i made new friends.
they make me really, really happy.
drunk weekends.
sheltered weekdays.
i go running alot, consistently.
yeah, thats whats new.
im happy.
:)
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[19 Jan 2008|01:56am] |
cloverfield was absolutely increadible.
go see it.
im shwasted
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[10 Jan 2008|08:31pm] |
at work today, working by myself in the front to the boat for a few hours.
sure it fucking sucks working alone but it'll give me a chance to clear my head.
.....
..............
and for the first time in months, i had nothing to think about... dwell on... consider, nothing at all.
so i sang to myself, mostly say anything and juno music.
im hooked, it's nice.
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[01 Jan 2008|04:39pm] |
this is it, this will be the best year of my life.
i can feel it.
its time for change, the right kinds of change.
ill make this best year of my life the reason my life continues to be great.
i will write you off or i will hold you close.
but i will choose.
and i got my midnight kiss/makeout session.
and it wasnt what i expected.... maybe... hahaha.
:P
(no regrets baby)
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[30 Dec 2007|10:51pm] |
IM BACK!
trip was fun.
cold and rainy, lots of driving, i had a mouse in my teepee.
lots of pics ill have on myspace soon enough.
ps- when people have to get "tough" guys from other states to message me talking shit on myspace...
haha, adult.
thing is, it only takes one phone call to see what a persons about, so tell all your friends, come on by.
start bullshit. youre all drama, drama that doesnt matter to me. and never will again.
if someone is going to feed their relatives garbage and use their ignorance to fight their battles for them.
youre a joke and you have no fucking clue what youre talking about.
if you did, well, see who youd be aiming at then.
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[26 Dec 2007|12:37pm] |
bye everyone!
heading north now!
i hope i can stop in georgia to see kat, if not ill have to freeze my fuckass off all by myself.
be back the 30th, be safe!
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[23 Dec 2007|07:27pm] |
life is going very well right now.
after everything thats happened its nice to step back once in a while and take in the fact that after all that neglect people are still taking me back in a way. i have friends who are turning out to be very good to me after i managed to be such a peice of shit.
two weeks ago i came up with a plan to try and be a better person, as it would turn out that better person was always there. so it didnt take as much trying as i thought it would.
im working hard at my job, im rebuilding friendships with good people and ex lovers, im working out and can feel the pain in my body telling me im going to get better, im seeing something new in myself everytime i look in the mirror. and maybe, for the first time in a while, i like who im seeing.
i have new goals and new devotions, alot of it is thanks to the people i work with. their age and experience helped me open my eyes and realize the end of the world is when i want it to be, not when circumstances tell me it is. when they laughed at me for being depressed over what happened, fucking laughed at me! i realized they werent ever being uncompassionate, they were being realistic. they knew it wasnt the end, and now. im laughing too!
theres so much beauty out there and i cant wait to see it all! maybe the band will work out, maybe ill go back to college, hell, maybe ill say fuck it and move to indiana with ashley. its a sweet deal, in a good life.
nothings promised, but im happy and thats good enough for me.
x-mas in two days, NC in three.
merry christmas everyone, stay safe and know i love you.
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[23 Nov 2007|02:22am] |
ultimately victorious.
life is about to be a rapid spiral of loss, gain, and a firm reset all over.
im shaken with fear and excitement.
...rock'n roll.
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[14 Sep 2007|12:15am] |
checked the findyourspot.com thing.
1. Knoxville,Tennessee
2. El Paso,Texas
3. Houston,Texas
4. SEATTLE WASHINGTON! (nick strite totally rigged my shit)
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